New years eve...

Okay, so I'm freaking out and pants-shittingly-excited about going to ottawa very soon. So instead of sitting around and FREAKING I decided I'd write a blog to let it out... WOO.

Okay so christmas was good. No family fights GOOD. Uhm... Got bindings and went snowboarding with alex(kinda) at this little hill near myparents place. It was fun stufff. I ate lots of fooooood and spent the night after dinner hot tubbing and playing WII with my aunt and uncle who live next door to my mom and dad. FUN!

Boxing day was dinner at alex's with his fam and fun things!

I managed to not get too drunk after my episode a couple weeks ago. (Too many bottles of wine and a very very messy rhiannon :( ).

Okay okay, Uhmmm. . . . Right I had the stomach flu for a bit. It was the balls. Only like 12 hrs tho so that was nice but it was still the worst thing ever.

Afsghdjklhdflkhdf

Shit I'm excited... I need a fucking hamster wheel to run in or something... .sdkjghds

meeow.

Right then, I'm going to ... go ... do... something!

Happy new year and stuff!

Ps: new years resolutions? NAAH. Floss your teeth. That is all. :) ...

PSS: By "your" i mean... my. naturally!!

Comparable

The hang over I have experienced today is definitely comparable with the horrendous one from Tremblant last year. I don't think I'll be drinking again for some time. I feel so sick. I am so sore and just feel...like death...

Never again, I hope.

One other thing...

Dry air from living in a basement + random in town gas leak = post-nasal drip & scratchy throat, therefore... a cranky Rhiannon.

...I need a humidifier.

Things about me...

It's late and I can't sleep. So here's things about me that I probably shouldn't share because they might make me crazy...

1. Door knobs freak me out more than anything, I hate touching them in public, so I try to always have my hand covered with a sleeve or glove. Even if someone touches the knob in from of my, my brain twitches a little because I wish they wouldn't.

2. Toilet handles, always flush with my foot. I don't have a problem with seats tho. Just the back of them where my bum might touch in a weird spot.

3. I hate wearing two different textured socks or socks of different thicknesses. If I do make this mistake it's all I think about.

4. When choosing apples or any other fruit/veg I need to manhandle at least 5 before I find the perfect one.

5. I can't stand it when the volume on my tv isn't 5, 10, 15, 20, 25, 30,35 or 40. And when someone else changes the volume and its not one of those numbers, I can't focus on what I was watching for .. .a while.

6. I can't sleep in silence. It scares me.

7. I get really anxious when someone shared utensils or cups with me, unless its Alex, because GERMS.

8. I always need to have my feet covered when I'm sleeping so nothing grabs them.

I can't think of anything else right now...

Fuu?

Whaat is with DRAMA lately? Dramarama apparently.

OOKKEE. So kristen and brooks and myself went out to the bars. kristen got into the bars :)

It was awesome.

I missed alex tho and wanted him there the entire time. All other guys suck lots.

Managed to take a huge fall in the ice while sprinting for the bus. Now my thigh and hand KILLS.

I'm going to go meet my sweetest soon. Can't wait. Missed him waay too much. Oh already mentioned that. Haha... well time to go do my hair and stuff.

ghdfg

- r

Stay Classy Peterborough...

I guess for that to happen it would entail that peterborough is classy. Tho, i beg to differ. Ha!

Okay so last night brooks and kristen came over then we went for drinks at splice. Brooks and I split a pitch of white peach sangria, I prefer red but it was till tasty. Kristen had to head home so brooks and I headed to champs to meet up with some people.

First of all, i would like to say I am not a fan of champs.. too many loud obnoxious douchey guys for my tastes. And within being there for 15 minutes there was a fight and the cops showed up. Silly stuff. By this point I was just drinking ice water because I planned on driving later on. The original plan was to go to the trash. I love the trash, it's trashy and awesome. But it was closed and brooks and people decided to go to the rooster. I headed home. It was a great night, minus some awkward silly drama that left me a little rattled. BUT other than that. GREAT TIME.

I don't know what's going on tonight. I'm supposed to chill with kristen but don't know where she is... It's freezing in my room right now. I need to shower and drink more coffee. And find an outfit for today/night. Okay sweet.

Also my morning was spend dreaming/planning on going to see muse in detroit. That would be the highlight of my life. I'd be going with none other than my precious. Beebs.

Peace n love.

Sparkly Balls...

My beebs is out of town for the weekend. What will I do.

Today I got new boots and was hung over for a majority of the day. BALLS.Haha.

I'm soo bored right now. I want to go drink a chai latte. But no one will go with me. LAME.

OH apparently i'm going to the trash tonight. SOO that will be interesting. I should get ready and shit. It will be weird not having my boy with me tho, looks like i'm just going to be standing around looking cool drinking mixed drinks.

Yep. I'm going to stay sober tho so that I can drive home if brooks becomes intoxicated. Also i don't have many monies. :)

Okay over the course of this entry my plans have developed. I'm going to clean up a bit. theen wait for brooks to come here. Excellent.

peace & love.

Apparently...

I need new friends ... because all mine suck in peterborough. Except Kristy.

And this is just referring to girl friends. Maybe I just get along better with boys?

I miss Celeste and Lisa.

Click

I can breathe again, at least for now. We'll see how much i'm breathing tomorrow when i'm writing my canadian politics exam, then wednesday when i'm writing my political philosophy exam... THEN THURSDAY when i'm writing my aboriginal studies exam. F Life.

A weekend break to work on an essay due on the 15th then more break to study before my last school related piece of crap thing (exam) on the 21.

I'm kinda tired.

k.

why does everything suck?

"Empty's Theme Park"

Used to steal real estate signs
Cookie keep them in her basement
Used to stay up all night
Chemistry set a replacement
Ya, I've seen that door
And I've walked through it both ways before

I live just around here
I sleep just around here
And I wake up every day
Where my feet hit the floor in exactly the same place

Tell me will I love?
And tell me will it be enough?
Or tell me will I stay
With my feet in exactly the same place?

Hold me like you'd never let me go
Bear it like you'd never let it show
Shine a light and so never let me go

Well I grew up just around here
And I took a few just around here
And I'd wake up every day
With poison in my head behind exactly the same face

Tell me will I dream?
And tell me will it be serene?
Or tell me will I stay
With my feet in exactly the same place?

Hold me like you'd never let me go
Bear it like you'd never let it show
Shine a light and so never let me go
Never let me go

What's it worth.

Fuck it.

1

22

333

4444

55555

666666

777777

88888888

999999999

And down, and down, and down, and down.

To the ground.

Kick me. Fuck you.

I want to be sedated.

I want to feel nothing.

Fuck Friday Nights.

In on a Friday night = Lame. That is all...

Dear Trent Students...

Why do you all insist on wearing uggs and trackpants everyday?

I just simply do not understand. Although right now I think the puma induced blister on my heel wouldn't mind a pair of uggs.

kjghsdkflj.

Just some early morning pondering before lecture.

Note to self: Don't sit behind these people ever again, I know I say this everytime I come to class ... but SERIOUSLY. I was unaware that a single group of human beings could be soo irritating.

I'm just full of angst this morning. GR. Too early. I haven't attended a morning class in over a month. Baha.

Yellow pencil crayons. crayoncrayoncrayon.

Last night I went out. Oh did I ever. I got very drunk. It's kinda embarrassing today... Do I regret it? No. Why waste time with regrets especially when the choice was my own. Generally I think a fair amount before I do something so that I don't end up regretting it.

I can't really think of anything that I regret wholly other than I supposed not spending time with my poppa before he passed. But I hope to see him again someday, and I know he is in a happy place now with my nanny. Which is a nice thought.

The children upstairs are very very loud. OMG they're outside too. Sooooo obnoxious. I guess I'm not usually home on Sundays.. It's kinda giving me anxiety. Running upstairs and scream and running outside and screaming.

More imporantly, what shall I have for dinner? My beebs is coming over and we're going to make some food. I feel like tacos as always, or like... i dunno. Not pasta I don't think or rice. Not stirfry... Maybe chicken and potatoes with a salad? Holy house mother meal. Haha.

Ugh I drank coffee now my tummy is irritated. Yuck. BUT my mom bought me a coffee maker. So I kinda have to use it. I feel so happy. Even tho I'm stressed because essays suck and school is annoying and I have no money, I'm fairly content with what I do have. Living alone really helps and so does having good friends and good family(crazy, but good.) I feel independent, and I like it.

There are actually 7 kids out playing. Frick.

Perhaps I shall finish cleaning. I got a vacuum now so I can clean my carpets for the first time since I moved in. YAY! Cleaning! MY dishes are soaking in water and my fish lupe died. :(

There were beer caps all over my kitchen and living room.

Okay time to find a chicken recipe. Yum.

Peace & Love.

On school, hot rooms and sweaty palms. Among other things...

It's raining, it's cold outside.. But I'm hot inside... my room is so dry that my lips are cracked and my palms have a weird clam coating on them. I feel like I'm in a desert.

Alright so basically here is the summary of my week. My dad went into the hospital monday night with heart pains. He's been kept there all week. He's got some serious blockages in on of his cardiac arteries, SO today he got sent to Toronto to get surgery, stents or something. I dunno. I guess it's good that they caught it before he had a heart attack which that doctor said would have happened within the next few weeks. And being that it was an artery that was closed (arteries carry oxygen to the organs) that would have been bad new bears. Needless to say i've been stressed and scared about it all.

In regards to school I have no motivation to do much.. I guess I got 80 on a test, I wish 90s existed in university. Haha.

One week and it's the birthday of my beebs, Friday night we're going to splice for a flavor fashion party, then trashy trash for cheap drinks and stuff. Should be fun.

I need to do my laundry something fierce, I might have to opt for not wearing underwear today! It's been that long :( I don't like being dirty... I feel like that dirty kid from peanuts.. PIG PEN.

EFF . .

Well I have class today at 2 and will probably head to campus early so that I can do some research for my essay of canadian politics.

10:20 now, all I want is fruit loops but I have none. Lames

Dentist and this is twice now...

Today I went to the dentist. Well this monring... it was annoying... I don't enjoy getting my gums picked at and getting sandy polishing crap buzzed on my teeth... not to mention the painful as hell flossing.. .AND not being able to swallow my saliva for about half an hour. Now my gummies are tender and my teeth feel like they're going to fall out. Not too cool. I think I really need to floss more.

I was reading my sheet that the dental hygienist gave to the receptionist and it said "evidence of sinusitis" I didn't know you could see that from the teeth. but apparently... I mean I had it like over a week ago... gross. Bacteria are nasty things.

03.08.1952

10.08.1961

These are the two dates that I would like on my wrists... I think i'm going to do a bit of that now... tho i should be reading... GR.

Faithless.

Heavy Cross

Laalaa, I'm laying on my bed ontop of a pile of books and papers. Must be assignment time. Soo i was recently sick and had to take some anti-biotics to get better but they made my intestines super painful and gassy...I'm still reeling from the side-effect. Not cool.

So I let this guy from my class use my essay question sheet because he didn't have one... BAD idea Rhiannon. Now I don't have the questions and the essay is due on Wednesday. I'm pretty much thinking this guy is a big douche right now and just want my damn questions so i can do the essay. Last time I help him out.

On the brightside, I'mworking towards a more care-free me. I've decided not to get the flu shot, swine or seasonal, which is a big deal for me! Considering my number one fear is of getting sick and vomiting. LAme, I know.. haha but I figure now, if it happens it happens...at least it will go away eventually right? :)

That's all for now as I need to get back to writing a essay outline for a classs...

Peace and love

Pumpkins pumpkins!

HOLY HELL,
I'm so full right now. I just ate some salad and chicken with rice. So i'm feeling fatty. I don't even know tthe last time I posted. Uhm LOTS has happened...

I got my laptop jacked (car was locked but some a-hole broke in :[)
Move into my new place, i'd post pics buuut... i have noo camera

Uhm... I guess that's all that's the big news.

Hey have you ever had a friends... well kinda friend, that you don't want to be associated with anymore? It's gutless I know but I can't help but feel like this about someone. Not good.

I dig this new pad tho, my bed is so strupidly comfy that I can never get out of bed... EVER.
Sooo nice haha.

Uhhm, I don't know what else I should mention... nothing. Okay time to watch wheel of fortune and chip away at my homework.


cheeurrs

I need a freeking job.

Today has been one of the worst days of my life. I'll start at the beginning.

So at about 3am I woke up having an anxiety attack as per usual, though this time I was dreading the next 12 hours ahead. Not only was/am I sick with an annoying cold, and not only did I have 5 straight hours of class to attend in 6 hours. But in little over 12 hour my precious kitty Harry Feat was going to be put down.

I haven't lost a pet since I was like 8 and I've had my two cats for over 10 years. So the thought of losing him made me nauseous. Why was he being put down you might ask? well my parents at first suspected a stroke. The it was the possibility that someone hit him with a car. The car idea made me more upset than the stroke. FACT IS... my cat was going to die. FUUUCK.

Okay so after crying for over an hour exhausted myself and fell asleep. I was up a 7:30 again because i couldn't sleep and had to get up at 8 anyways for class. I didn't have much time to say goodbye to him. It sucked.

In class I ended up passing out from exhaustion and sickness. So I went home at 11 and spent the last few hours I ever would with my kitty. It was sad. I held him and cried. I cried and cried. I've cried so much that I can't cry anymore. My stomach is upset and my head hurts. Not to mention the little cat shaped hole in my hear..

My mom came to get him at 1:30. He's gone now. I'll never see him again. I don't know what else to say. There's a melancholy cloud over my house... I suspect it will remain there for quite some time.

Liberty

So I bought that jacket last friday. So worth it. It's amazing.

Uhm.. I found an apartment too, I'm going to go put the firsts and lasts down today. It's perfect! A Basement apartment in a brand new home. (nothing shared!) Totally private and just super cute. I'm very excited. Move in date October 15th.

Right not.. I'm waiting to go into town and drop off my cheques then I will be heading to class for 3 hours woo. Not. Agh.. I don't know what else to say. I'm pretty content right now.

Holy Crap. I'm lusting over that jacket from Danier Leather. Should I make a road trip?!

I think I need it. $300 ain't no thaang. Ef.

First Day, New School, Round 2?

Ah I'm home. Today was my first day at Trent. I found my class okay, and considering I only had to attend that one I think that was pretty sucessful. I bought my first set of books costing $100. Balls. And... taking an introductory politics course for the third time gets a negative on the cool class scale. It's mildly boring. But I should have it in the bad since like I said it's the third one I've taken in three years!! Third time's a charm I hear...

I saw some kids from high school but didn't say much to them. Tho, they were the only people I talked to... No one looks cool or edgy... but I'll try not to be so quick to judge... key word... try.

Alex and I had the most amazing weekend. We went to St. Catherine's to see my sister then headed to the falls on Saturday. It was just all in all amazing like my boyfriend. MMM!

Okay that's all I feel like blogging about right now.. I'm spend and should do some reading and journaling and maybe sketching??

PCE & LV

Time

Time is a fickle thing. It's there and it's gone. Where did all the time go when it took so long to come and leave. I just don't get it. Why does it seem like life is always coming and going. I wish I could view everything like God in one continuous moment. Infinitely.

I can't even think straight. Everything is all messed up right now and i'm anxious.

I need a life of my own. and hobbies and friends. I need to rely on myself and not others for happiness. I told myself I wouldn't let this happen but how do i move on when I left my life in toronto.

The life I came back to here was different. All my girl friends have moved on and I don' t know them anymore. Guys are more stable. They are also older. It's easier. I need school and life.

I'm just waiting again. I want to be back at Ryerson with Celeste, Lisa, Dan and Brandon.

I'm wanting once again what I always want. Other people to rely on. Ugh. Why am I so needy.

Zydrate

I'm sitting on my bed listening to the Repo! soundtrack. Do you ever get it when you listen to a song and it just brings back all these sensations like he smell of winter and raspberry vodka. That's how I feel right now.

Today beings the first of three amazing weekends. The Canadian Wakeboard Championship is this weeked and it's going to be a big party all around. I have a feeling that by sunday I'm going to be very hungover... I guess we'll see how that goes hahah...

I thought I had more to say right now. But I guess not... Well peace out and I'll do an update later.

Just a minute, while I finish my cheese...

Okay so the title of this blog comes from my searching for a clever rhyme and someone failing and putting that. Or maybe they werebeing cool like I am attempting to be. HAa..

Anyways I worked tonight it was stressful as hell. Got reeeeeeeeeeeeally busy for the last 2 hours and I had no time to do anything (not even pee!). So at one point I just went into

the bathroom and sat there to centre myself as my thoughts were scattered and annoying. When I went back out there was a truck I was to fill with gas and a sneaky little boy who has been flirting with me... for a little while no. Well

when they drove away he hung out the window and screamed "I love you!" ... Oh if only life were actually like that.

I'm currently drinking what I think would amount to a glass of wine, however it is coming straight out of the bottle. So.. I'm not entirely sure, but I do assure you that I am no wino. Unlike my seriously boarder-line alcoholic mother. Who drank the rest of this bottle (save a glass).. y"know? Rough.

Last night there was a

big storm. I hate stor

ms so I cried a lot. For one I just hate loud noises so thunder = BALLS. For another, I was worried about my precious beebs because I was not with him so I was worried something bad would happen.

On another note.. I love the Real World. !!!!

Mmm Gossip Girl too. UGh enough of television trash talk. I'm going to go finish the real world... then sleep. Ookay. I work at 7. Curly fries suck. And ... goodnight.

Peaace and crackers!

Shit. On another side note/post script I am very uncomfortable with a certain situation right now... Shit.

AMBER ALERT??!!

OH my Dearest and lovely boyfriend where have you gone? :(

I wish you were somewhere so I could call you and tell you about my bad dream...But I don't know where you are.

Anywho...

So I had this dream last night. It was awful. End of the world apocalypse type thing. You know, typical!

Basically I was working/watching an eclipse then this big asteroid fell out of the sky and I got burnt to a singe without saying goodbye to my beebs :(. It was awful.

When I woke up I watched some poker at 2am then fell back asleep.

Today I worked and ended up tired. Now I'm laying in bed watching 16 and pregnant and thanking myself for being smart enough to stay a virgin. I will never just throw it away.

Another thing... these are my plans for the next three weekends! Not including this weekend!!

August 27th - 30th : Canadian Wakestock Championship!

September 4th - 7th: Dekker Cottage round 4 I believe!!

September 10th-13th: Romantic Niagra Falls getaway, yes please :)

So excited to end summer with a bang!

Then school. Shit!

Dear God,

Not that you would be reading my blog in particular but I just have a little favor to ask of you. It is not for myself as I don't feel that I deserve much right now. It's for my mom. Please please please let her get the job that she's applying to tomorrow, she'll be a perfect fit and it will make her so happy. She really deserves it and needs it. I even had a dream that she got it, so maybe she already has got it in your singular everlasting view of the world. I hope that it is true because more than anything right now I want this. For her to get this job. It will mean everything to me and her. Please, please, please help.

Good Word:

Tremble.

Trembling.

Trembled.

Love it. Kinda lost meaning just not... Snaaap

MewMewMewMew

Okay, I have to work in an hour and a half and TYPICAL I don't want to. Bleeh.

Today I went to Trent to find out some info about taking a course i'm not qualified for. Then I headed over to the "Bata Library" to look for the student card office so that I could get my picture taken. I found it. But daamn, Trent has a huge campus. Maybe it just seems that way because it's not in the middle of a huge city's downtown core.

I am getting really distracted because my television is on and it's loud and distracting...

Right, so I decided to read Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen, it's pretty interesting. I've never read anything like it before. Probably because I have a tendency to stick to modern craap. Well not necessarily crap but you know.. stuff. HAAA

Another this is that my stomach is always upset and it makes me not want to eat and my head always hurts because i don't eat and get all stressed out. Why am I such a mess all the time.

Yesterday while I was pumping some dude's gas, i spilled some and he gave me a lovely piece of advice, "life is to short to get stressed". Well yeah, this is right. Maybe I should try to take these words to heart and not stress over the little things. I'm sure that I would feel much healthier is I did this. Yea.

Note: Spinnerette I need to pick up their album. Sounds rad.

OH! and one more thing. I have begun debating on whether or not I should move out again. I'm thinking October now. Yeeeshh. I want to live downtown above a store. That would be awesome. I wish I had someone to live with. . . But all my peterborough friends that are girls are lame and I could not live with alex or any other boy for that matter. HMMMMMMMMM

Okay, Time to read. Or showerr.. OR MAKE GRILLED CHEESE!!

WOO!

pce.

Lost Count

Okay, so... this weekend marks the event of my attending ..my first rave ever! What a wild time. Alex and I headed to pickering to meet up with his friend steve at about 7:30ish and we got to Toronto around 9? Once we arrived we met Steve's girlfriend Steph and their friend Chris. We all were drinking and they popped some pills. After about half a mickey and two redbull plus three extra strength advil (from a headache that had been dragging on all day probably because I worked 7-2) needless to say I was fairly drunk.

I chose to drink vodka redbulls since I knew I was going to be up pretty late. Arrived at the guvernment at like 11 or something... I dunno lost track of time by this point and didn't want to know what time it was because I figured I'd end up reeallly tired and fall asleep or something LAME like that. Steph and I were bathroom buddies all night which was cool because she was actually a cool chick.

Alex and I danced for quite sometime and it got reallly hot and I almost passed out at one point so we had to go visit the "cool room" which was actuallly a refrigerated room for people that got too hot. It was probably a combination of two too many vodka redbulls and the heat.

Once infected mushroom was most over we kinda left and walked down the steeet to search for a cab. I dont really remember if we actually got a car or a van cab... but somehow we ended up back at steve's place.

Had a shower. Then smoked a little guy. Then went to sleep.

The next morning I felt pretty decent. Up until like 4:00 when I finally ended up wih a hangoer/gut rotty stomach. Too bad. I wen home and went to sleep.

Overall, it was an awesome weekend. YEEE!!!

K Pce.

Attempt 8

I now believe that there is no point in hoping that my life with my parents and at their house will ever be normal. Got news today that my dad was moving back. . . though he hasn't quit drinking. I asked my mom what happened to the idea that he wasn't coming back until he quit and she said he's working on it. So i asked her when he was going to stop... she said eventually. I responded by saying that I don't believe he will and she just said that's okay. Fucking hell. Just as soon as I have a little hope that things might be a little bit okay tonight... they just go back to shit. There's no point in hoping... It just makes the letdown too painful.

Work at 2 until 9, same tomorrow. Then maybe Toronto on Tuesday. I'm watching Bride of Chucky right now... what a fried movie...

Attempt.. 7?

Frig, I suck at updating. I feel like I've been so busy that I haven't had time to do anything. I've been working - which is good, and I've been spending lots of time with Alex - which is better, but I seem to be losing time - bad. Basically I'm really tired right now, it's 11:10, I work at 7 am... and I keep on feeling like I'm coming down with something. It's probably all in my head. Like everything else. Why is it always in my head. I realllly need to call my therapist and get back into going regularly to deal with my boarder-line insanity.

Things I have done lately:

- Worked

- Went shopping for some clothes got 4 shirts/tanks, a cardigan, and a big ass purse. All black, white or grey. Typical.

- Spend time with my booy

- Thought about dying and life and stuff. No good.

I'm really starting to miss Toronto though and am super sad I'm not going back to Ryerson :(

I'm scared as usual of getting sick even though IT'S SUMMER! No one gets sick in the summeer. UGH. I suck.

I've got 3 empty bottles of wine lying around my room and 2 empty wine glasses, plus one half full glass of white wine from last week. My room is very messy and very hot. Now I'm hungry and I think I just need to get some sleep. Gravol please kick in soon!

There really hasn't been much else lately going on. I'm going to put on the tele tho and hopefully drift into a deep comatose sleep. Excellent.

Party on Wayne!

ps: I need to stop listening to shitty pop radio stations because songs are getting stuck in my head. Songs that are not good. Also I should buy a ring tone. And there is no ps. so let's just think about everything before hand so no posting is necessary. !

Attempt # 6

So it seems that I failed at the whole updating everyday. I just don't have enough ambition to update whoever reads this all the time. Lately I feel pretty low. I feel like I'm lacking support and that I'm just gliding through my life and current situations. There's so many things that I want to do and hear but everything is just all fuzzy. Thing I say don't make sense and I feel detatched like no one understands me. What am I suposed to do? Ughh...

I worked this weekend on Friday and Saturday then had yesterday, Sunday off. Alex and I went to Brooks' house and hung out all day on this giant raft on the lake. It was pretty rad. We drank beer and I even ended up smoking a bit of pot. First time in 2 years! It wasn't too bad though.

I don't feel like finishing this ... haha. Whoops. 

WHOA NOW!!

So Michael Jackson died today. Poor guy. I mean here's my little ode to him because year though he was creepy and stuff he was pretty damn coo' in his day. I mean COME ON dancing with zombies and just ... thriller straight up. So here we go. 

Peace out MJ.

PS: I think that maybe he didn't die because he was so pale and creepy and always covered up in the sun that maybe just maybe, he was une vampire. Oui? 

Attempt # 5?

(what an awkward but thought stimulating picture)

Mmkay, so here I am sitting in my room attempting to watch an episode of True Blood that I loaded earlier when it DIES. UGh. So now i'm just drinking a beer and bloggin'. My tummy is all cold from cold beer. 

Today I went to Walmart with my Aunt and cousin who just got back from living in Australia and will soon be returning there. I really do not think the Australians... or "Aussies" as I think that they are generally called, are very smart. This due to the fact that my uncles edgemaster thaang that he uses to make "kurbs" SUCKS. After the departure of Critical Thinking class, the edgemaster has now taken up place as being the bain of me EXISTENCE. 

At Walmart I purchase (when I say..."I purchase" really my mom did...) some multivitamins, handsani, chapstick, cherry blasters, doritos, and sunscreen. Some Rhiannon Johnson summer essentials pretty much. 

I have a half-full glass of wine sitting on my dresser, but I guess that by wine glass standards it would truely be a full glass if measuring by the tradition 9 or 10oz. serving. I say 9 or 10 because i'm not entirely sure which it is but they both seem to be familiar. 

Tomorrow I have an interview up at the hall and need to make some phone calls, I don't remember where to though... I feel like painting my room so I will probably do this in the near distance future.

ALSO, for anyone who is completely unaware and lives under a rock or simly does not care about this as much as I do: It is officially ontario strawberry season. (Note to Celeste: I know you don't dig strawberries but you really haven't lived until you've had an Ontario strawberry!)

Hmm what else, Wednesday I'm going to the beach with my beebs, and I'm off the rocker excited about it. With my new sunscreen I'll be sure to protect my pasty skin from the harmful cancer causeing UVA and UVB rays. 

Anything else? I am going to be setting up the patio at the back of my house sometime soon, it's my favorite summer place when all set up and niiice. Comfy chairs and a nice table. There also used to be a large tent-like onning..  ? oning? but it blew away in a storm last year so now we(my parents) just have an umbrella. 

Okay, that is all. 

Attempt # 4 : fail

I am too tired to make a full entry. Basically this weekend was rad. Edgefest was amazzz. 

I'm going to go to bed though.. with my lion shaved kitty. 

G'niight

Attempt # 3 : The Art of Losing Friends pt. 1

Okay so losing friends is not something that I am entirely unfamiliar with. I supose I should just get right to the point...

Last night I went to Jason's house to meet up with him, Alex, Mike and Chad to play a friendly game of monopoly. I got overtly frusterated and took the game too seriously and got pissed when I was losing. So eventually Alex needed to go to bed so I followed leaving Jason, Mike and Chad to play the game. Eventually I was awoken by a certain someone whome I shall not name. 

I went upstairs to ask this person to be quiet, unfortunatly this was apparently out of line and this person flipped out on me. I'll spare the details and tell you this: I have never in my life been more disrespected by a close friend than I was last night. I'm not too sure of what will come of this, but all I can say for now is that I am very angry and very upset.

My lion shaved kitty just came in to visit me. I'm kinda tired today and have really bad heart burn. I'm watching The Other Boleyn Girl right now...and might make some grilled cheese or heart up the rice sitting beside me. Tonight I don't think I'll be doing much of anything tonight, I don't feel like going out. 

Edgefest in 2? 

Attempt # 2

SO... one minor detail to address... "attempt" in my url is spelt wrong. I really do suck THAT much. 

Onto the next order of business, I'm rreeally tired right now because I spent the majority of the afternoon driving around with me mom, reading celebrity gossip mags and drinking iced coffee. Today, my long haired kitty got a haircut. She now looks similar to a lion. My little lion. Awee.

I just removed that picture from this blog three times in an attempt to move it... too bad. What else happened today, I bought a cherry lolly that I have yet to eat... I just really wanted it, so I bought it. I don't feel like staying in tonight, but it's raining and I am tired. Last night I came home early and passed out by 9:15. I really haven't got very much interesting today. . . by today, I mean to say.. haaa... 

Okay I'm going to watch tv and download season one of true blood and try to find a solid torrent for weeds season 2. COOL!

Attempt # 1

Right now, I'm watching a program about the Jackle. It's on National Geographic. But I have a far more pressing... issue? to talk about! Last night I had an epic zombie/vampire dream. It was intense. 

All of my friends and I were in my aunt Joanne's house. She had some crazy surgery and looked totally different. But we were there because there were all kinds of zombies running rampid. My friend Jason and my boy were protecting the group for the most part in this attic-like-thing.

There were all kinds of cameras set up to ensure that would see a break-in where it happened before we got owned. Everyone had guns and knives but I did't have any yet, so I ran down to this piano room, which was creepy as hell, opened a record player under a weird statue and grabed a throwing knife. Then I scurried back upstairs.

I was standing infront of the television trying to get the split-screen survalence to work and I kept asking Jason what to do. He got pissed off because I was being paranoid(but come on...ZOMBIES!) then I figured it out, only to see that there were a few zombs on their way. I hadn't had to fight one yet because Alex and Jason had gotten them all with guns and machettes before they got up to the attic. It was a big attic also...but anyway, some zombies started getting into the roof and Alex and Jason were still downstairs so I took it upon myself to fight some bitchessss. I ended up going at it with this chick zombie and I cut off her rotting head. Then another  chick came up to me... another chick zombie and I cut off her arm and head as well.... 

When Alex and Jason returned they asked me why i was sooo bloody, it was only at this point that I noticed they were clean... I told them I was chopping heads and asked how they did it. Alex simply said he stabbed the between the eyes. GREEEAT. So there I was all covered in blood and our friend Mike shows up. Too bad he was a vampire. Poor guy, he just wanted help though so we(Alex, Jason, Mike) and I jumped in a car, a convertable and drove off... It was daybreak though so we had to cover him up in a blanket. Then it was really  hot out and we were all smoltering, minus Vampire Mike. So we needed to get to a pool. Mike said we could go to his, there was just one problem...his vampirism. So we got him a hat, tranchcoat, socks, scarf, sunglasses and other attire to make sure every inch of him was proected from the sun. He insisted it was okay because he didn't feel temperature.

What happened to the zombies, I'm not too sure... dreams are weird. 

Introduction

I have left behind my livejournal and moved onto another pasture of blogging. Let's just say this will be mostly rants of life and sadness, pain and maybe if you're lucky (whoever you may be) a little but of the happiness and joy that life can offer. I spent too long muddles in misery and done nothing about it. Mind you I am happy faar more than I am not. This is in direct credit to my lovely friend, while there are few of you I couldn't ask for anything more. I know lame shoutouts and what not... But the fact is this will an account of hopefully the next year or so of my life. I'm going to try to make an entry everyday and maybe by the end figure something about myself that I didn't know coming into this ridiculous commitment. 

As for me...I'm Rhiannon. 19, a girl, awkward, confused. Typical not-so-much-teenager-trying-to-figure-my-self-out ... person!

Let's start this off on a solom note. I came home from Alex's(boyfriend) house today as I was told to stay in town last night... by my mother who I love dearly. Unfortunatly she is frequently tied up in emotional turmoil and a vigerous denial of it all. Anyways, when I arrived home I found that no one was awake which isn't super a-typical because it was 9am. After everyone roused out of bed (by everyone I mean my mother and step-father Barry) I discovered that things were still tense as Leah(mom) started going off about selling the house. This tends to happen everynow and then. I try not to take it seriously. But generally do as I'm neurotic and as paranoid as the next person. I guess I'll see what develops from this recent stint.

I have a doctor's appointment today to address this pain I've had in my gut for some time. Hopefully it's nothing too serious. I'm terrified though. Then hopefully I can meet up with Alex to vent some emotions about my parents utter lameness.

Note to self: stop drinking coffee, and edgefest in 5.