Introduction

I have left behind my livejournal and moved onto another pasture of blogging. Let's just say this will be mostly rants of life and sadness, pain and maybe if you're lucky (whoever you may be) a little but of the happiness and joy that life can offer. I spent too long muddles in misery and done nothing about it. Mind you I am happy faar more than I am not. This is in direct credit to my lovely friend, while there are few of you I couldn't ask for anything more. I know lame shoutouts and what not... But the fact is this will an account of hopefully the next year or so of my life. I'm going to try to make an entry everyday and maybe by the end figure something about myself that I didn't know coming into this ridiculous commitment. 

As for me...I'm Rhiannon. 19, a girl, awkward, confused. Typical not-so-much-teenager-trying-to-figure-my-self-out ... person!

Let's start this off on a solom note. I came home from Alex's(boyfriend) house today as I was told to stay in town last night... by my mother who I love dearly. Unfortunatly she is frequently tied up in emotional turmoil and a vigerous denial of it all. Anyways, when I arrived home I found that no one was awake which isn't super a-typical because it was 9am. After everyone roused out of bed (by everyone I mean my mother and step-father Barry) I discovered that things were still tense as Leah(mom) started going off about selling the house. This tends to happen everynow and then. I try not to take it seriously. But generally do as I'm neurotic and as paranoid as the next person. I guess I'll see what develops from this recent stint.

I have a doctor's appointment today to address this pain I've had in my gut for some time. Hopefully it's nothing too serious. I'm terrified though. Then hopefully I can meet up with Alex to vent some emotions about my parents utter lameness.

Note to self: stop drinking coffee, and edgefest in 5.