New years eve...

Okay, so I'm freaking out and pants-shittingly-excited about going to ottawa very soon. So instead of sitting around and FREAKING I decided I'd write a blog to let it out... WOO.

Okay so christmas was good. No family fights GOOD. Uhm... Got bindings and went snowboarding with alex(kinda) at this little hill near myparents place. It was fun stufff. I ate lots of fooooood and spent the night after dinner hot tubbing and playing WII with my aunt and uncle who live next door to my mom and dad. FUN!

Boxing day was dinner at alex's with his fam and fun things!

I managed to not get too drunk after my episode a couple weeks ago. (Too many bottles of wine and a very very messy rhiannon :( ).

Okay okay, Uhmmm. . . . Right I had the stomach flu for a bit. It was the balls. Only like 12 hrs tho so that was nice but it was still the worst thing ever.

Afsghdjklhdflkhdf

Shit I'm excited... I need a fucking hamster wheel to run in or something... .sdkjghds

meeow.

Right then, I'm going to ... go ... do... something!

Happy new year and stuff!

Ps: new years resolutions? NAAH. Floss your teeth. That is all. :) ...

PSS: By "your" i mean... my. naturally!!

Comparable

The hang over I have experienced today is definitely comparable with the horrendous one from Tremblant last year. I don't think I'll be drinking again for some time. I feel so sick. I am so sore and just feel...like death...

Never again, I hope.

One other thing...

Dry air from living in a basement + random in town gas leak = post-nasal drip & scratchy throat, therefore... a cranky Rhiannon.

...I need a humidifier.

Things about me...

It's late and I can't sleep. So here's things about me that I probably shouldn't share because they might make me crazy...

1. Door knobs freak me out more than anything, I hate touching them in public, so I try to always have my hand covered with a sleeve or glove. Even if someone touches the knob in from of my, my brain twitches a little because I wish they wouldn't.

2. Toilet handles, always flush with my foot. I don't have a problem with seats tho. Just the back of them where my bum might touch in a weird spot.

3. I hate wearing two different textured socks or socks of different thicknesses. If I do make this mistake it's all I think about.

4. When choosing apples or any other fruit/veg I need to manhandle at least 5 before I find the perfect one.

5. I can't stand it when the volume on my tv isn't 5, 10, 15, 20, 25, 30,35 or 40. And when someone else changes the volume and its not one of those numbers, I can't focus on what I was watching for .. .a while.

6. I can't sleep in silence. It scares me.

7. I get really anxious when someone shared utensils or cups with me, unless its Alex, because GERMS.

8. I always need to have my feet covered when I'm sleeping so nothing grabs them.

I can't think of anything else right now...

Fuu?

Whaat is with DRAMA lately? Dramarama apparently.

OOKKEE. So kristen and brooks and myself went out to the bars. kristen got into the bars :)

It was awesome.

I missed alex tho and wanted him there the entire time. All other guys suck lots.

Managed to take a huge fall in the ice while sprinting for the bus. Now my thigh and hand KILLS.

I'm going to go meet my sweetest soon. Can't wait. Missed him waay too much. Oh already mentioned that. Haha... well time to go do my hair and stuff.

ghdfg

- r

Stay Classy Peterborough...

I guess for that to happen it would entail that peterborough is classy. Tho, i beg to differ. Ha!

Okay so last night brooks and kristen came over then we went for drinks at splice. Brooks and I split a pitch of white peach sangria, I prefer red but it was till tasty. Kristen had to head home so brooks and I headed to champs to meet up with some people.

First of all, i would like to say I am not a fan of champs.. too many loud obnoxious douchey guys for my tastes. And within being there for 15 minutes there was a fight and the cops showed up. Silly stuff. By this point I was just drinking ice water because I planned on driving later on. The original plan was to go to the trash. I love the trash, it's trashy and awesome. But it was closed and brooks and people decided to go to the rooster. I headed home. It was a great night, minus some awkward silly drama that left me a little rattled. BUT other than that. GREAT TIME.

I don't know what's going on tonight. I'm supposed to chill with kristen but don't know where she is... It's freezing in my room right now. I need to shower and drink more coffee. And find an outfit for today/night. Okay sweet.

Also my morning was spend dreaming/planning on going to see muse in detroit. That would be the highlight of my life. I'd be going with none other than my precious. Beebs.

Peace n love.

Sparkly Balls...

My beebs is out of town for the weekend. What will I do.

Today I got new boots and was hung over for a majority of the day. BALLS.Haha.

I'm soo bored right now. I want to go drink a chai latte. But no one will go with me. LAME.

OH apparently i'm going to the trash tonight. SOO that will be interesting. I should get ready and shit. It will be weird not having my boy with me tho, looks like i'm just going to be standing around looking cool drinking mixed drinks.

Yep. I'm going to stay sober tho so that I can drive home if brooks becomes intoxicated. Also i don't have many monies. :)

Okay over the course of this entry my plans have developed. I'm going to clean up a bit. theen wait for brooks to come here. Excellent.

peace & love.

Apparently...

I need new friends ... because all mine suck in peterborough. Except Kristy.

And this is just referring to girl friends. Maybe I just get along better with boys?

I miss Celeste and Lisa.

Click

I can breathe again, at least for now. We'll see how much i'm breathing tomorrow when i'm writing my canadian politics exam, then wednesday when i'm writing my political philosophy exam... THEN THURSDAY when i'm writing my aboriginal studies exam. F Life.

A weekend break to work on an essay due on the 15th then more break to study before my last school related piece of crap thing (exam) on the 21.

I'm kinda tired.

k.

why does everything suck?

"Empty's Theme Park"

Used to steal real estate signs
Cookie keep them in her basement
Used to stay up all night
Chemistry set a replacement
Ya, I've seen that door
And I've walked through it both ways before

I live just around here
I sleep just around here
And I wake up every day
Where my feet hit the floor in exactly the same place

Tell me will I love?
And tell me will it be enough?
Or tell me will I stay
With my feet in exactly the same place?

Hold me like you'd never let me go
Bear it like you'd never let it show
Shine a light and so never let me go

Well I grew up just around here
And I took a few just around here
And I'd wake up every day
With poison in my head behind exactly the same face

Tell me will I dream?
And tell me will it be serene?
Or tell me will I stay
With my feet in exactly the same place?

Hold me like you'd never let me go
Bear it like you'd never let it show
Shine a light and so never let me go
Never let me go

What's it worth.

Fuck it.

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And down, and down, and down, and down.

To the ground.

Kick me. Fuck you.

I want to be sedated.

I want to feel nothing.