Zydrate

I'm sitting on my bed listening to the Repo! soundtrack. Do you ever get it when you listen to a song and it just brings back all these sensations like he smell of winter and raspberry vodka. That's how I feel right now.

Today beings the first of three amazing weekends. The Canadian Wakeboard Championship is this weeked and it's going to be a big party all around. I have a feeling that by sunday I'm going to be very hungover... I guess we'll see how that goes hahah...

I thought I had more to say right now. But I guess not... Well peace out and I'll do an update later.

Just a minute, while I finish my cheese...

Okay so the title of this blog comes from my searching for a clever rhyme and someone failing and putting that. Or maybe they werebeing cool like I am attempting to be. HAa..

Anyways I worked tonight it was stressful as hell. Got reeeeeeeeeeeeally busy for the last 2 hours and I had no time to do anything (not even pee!). So at one point I just went into

the bathroom and sat there to centre myself as my thoughts were scattered and annoying. When I went back out there was a truck I was to fill with gas and a sneaky little boy who has been flirting with me... for a little while no. Well

when they drove away he hung out the window and screamed "I love you!" ... Oh if only life were actually like that.

I'm currently drinking what I think would amount to a glass of wine, however it is coming straight out of the bottle. So.. I'm not entirely sure, but I do assure you that I am no wino. Unlike my seriously boarder-line alcoholic mother. Who drank the rest of this bottle (save a glass).. y"know? Rough.

Last night there was a

big storm. I hate stor

ms so I cried a lot. For one I just hate loud noises so thunder = BALLS. For another, I was worried about my precious beebs because I was not with him so I was worried something bad would happen.

On another note.. I love the Real World. !!!!

Mmm Gossip Girl too. UGh enough of television trash talk. I'm going to go finish the real world... then sleep. Ookay. I work at 7. Curly fries suck. And ... goodnight.

Peaace and crackers!

Shit. On another side note/post script I am very uncomfortable with a certain situation right now... Shit.

AMBER ALERT??!!

OH my Dearest and lovely boyfriend where have you gone? :(

I wish you were somewhere so I could call you and tell you about my bad dream...But I don't know where you are.

Anywho...

So I had this dream last night. It was awful. End of the world apocalypse type thing. You know, typical!

Basically I was working/watching an eclipse then this big asteroid fell out of the sky and I got burnt to a singe without saying goodbye to my beebs :(. It was awful.

When I woke up I watched some poker at 2am then fell back asleep.

Today I worked and ended up tired. Now I'm laying in bed watching 16 and pregnant and thanking myself for being smart enough to stay a virgin. I will never just throw it away.

Another thing... these are my plans for the next three weekends! Not including this weekend!!

August 27th - 30th : Canadian Wakestock Championship!

September 4th - 7th: Dekker Cottage round 4 I believe!!

September 10th-13th: Romantic Niagra Falls getaway, yes please :)

So excited to end summer with a bang!

Then school. Shit!

Dear God,

Not that you would be reading my blog in particular but I just have a little favor to ask of you. It is not for myself as I don't feel that I deserve much right now. It's for my mom. Please please please let her get the job that she's applying to tomorrow, she'll be a perfect fit and it will make her so happy. She really deserves it and needs it. I even had a dream that she got it, so maybe she already has got it in your singular everlasting view of the world. I hope that it is true because more than anything right now I want this. For her to get this job. It will mean everything to me and her. Please, please, please help.

Good Word:

Tremble.

Trembling.

Trembled.

Love it. Kinda lost meaning just not... Snaaap

MewMewMewMew

Okay, I have to work in an hour and a half and TYPICAL I don't want to. Bleeh.

Today I went to Trent to find out some info about taking a course i'm not qualified for. Then I headed over to the "Bata Library" to look for the student card office so that I could get my picture taken. I found it. But daamn, Trent has a huge campus. Maybe it just seems that way because it's not in the middle of a huge city's downtown core.

I am getting really distracted because my television is on and it's loud and distracting...

Right, so I decided to read Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen, it's pretty interesting. I've never read anything like it before. Probably because I have a tendency to stick to modern craap. Well not necessarily crap but you know.. stuff. HAAA

Another this is that my stomach is always upset and it makes me not want to eat and my head always hurts because i don't eat and get all stressed out. Why am I such a mess all the time.

Yesterday while I was pumping some dude's gas, i spilled some and he gave me a lovely piece of advice, "life is to short to get stressed". Well yeah, this is right. Maybe I should try to take these words to heart and not stress over the little things. I'm sure that I would feel much healthier is I did this. Yea.

Note: Spinnerette I need to pick up their album. Sounds rad.

OH! and one more thing. I have begun debating on whether or not I should move out again. I'm thinking October now. Yeeeshh. I want to live downtown above a store. That would be awesome. I wish I had someone to live with. . . But all my peterborough friends that are girls are lame and I could not live with alex or any other boy for that matter. HMMMMMMMMM

Okay, Time to read. Or showerr.. OR MAKE GRILLED CHEESE!!

WOO!

pce.

Lost Count

Okay, so... this weekend marks the event of my attending ..my first rave ever! What a wild time. Alex and I headed to pickering to meet up with his friend steve at about 7:30ish and we got to Toronto around 9? Once we arrived we met Steve's girlfriend Steph and their friend Chris. We all were drinking and they popped some pills. After about half a mickey and two redbull plus three extra strength advil (from a headache that had been dragging on all day probably because I worked 7-2) needless to say I was fairly drunk.

I chose to drink vodka redbulls since I knew I was going to be up pretty late. Arrived at the guvernment at like 11 or something... I dunno lost track of time by this point and didn't want to know what time it was because I figured I'd end up reeallly tired and fall asleep or something LAME like that. Steph and I were bathroom buddies all night which was cool because she was actually a cool chick.

Alex and I danced for quite sometime and it got reallly hot and I almost passed out at one point so we had to go visit the "cool room" which was actuallly a refrigerated room for people that got too hot. It was probably a combination of two too many vodka redbulls and the heat.

Once infected mushroom was most over we kinda left and walked down the steeet to search for a cab. I dont really remember if we actually got a car or a van cab... but somehow we ended up back at steve's place.

Had a shower. Then smoked a little guy. Then went to sleep.

The next morning I felt pretty decent. Up until like 4:00 when I finally ended up wih a hangoer/gut rotty stomach. Too bad. I wen home and went to sleep.

Overall, it was an awesome weekend. YEEE!!!

K Pce.