Just about to write my last exam.

Matthew Good sooth my soul.

Earbuds...stop shocking me... please?

I love my job? Jeeooob

Okay so... Everyone is asleep or something. I just got off work. It was an awesome night. I'm serving like all the time now. Earlier I was bummed about having to work but it ended up going swell!

Let's just say, that tonight I made enough money to pay for next months rent. STOKED!

I could keep doing this serving thing...

Tomorrow is my last exam at 7pm. I'm tired but not at the same time because I've got such a post-work high right now... I should sleep tho. Need to study all day tomorrow, and go to the bank to deposit this caaash. I feel kinda like a stripper or something because I have $600 sitting on my nightstand... All in 20's baahaaa.

...I wonder if I deposited all the money I was supposed to tonight.. Uhhh. I hope so. I'll go check tomorrow morning tho for sure... Haha.

Crap now I'm worried.

Okay... movie. bed. sleep.

Love always,

Charlie.

Quicky

I amm At the library, I've been here for probably about 4 hours studying. My ears hurt from my headphones and my head is a little spinny. I feel okay about the exam tomorrow tho so that's good. I am catching the bus in 15 minutes.

I was just going to google or say something but I seem to have forgotten what it was. Strange...

Okay whatever.

Uh-huh

Turtle necks are not sexy.

Strange strange things...

So... apparently I don't follow blogs anymore according to my dashboard which is strange. I have no idea what that's about... hopefully they'll come back.

I'm sitting in the library in a closet cubicle trying to work on my essay that's due tomorrow. But I keep getting distracted, its probably due to the fact that i've been sipping on coffee for the past 3 hours.

Another thing that has come to my attention lately is my weight. I feel like I'm losing weight... I don't know why I would be tho, I guess I have been trying to eat healthier... but that's all. Strange. Haha, that's a sick picture... But its me right now in the library just chillin...

I don't know.. I should work more... just thought i'd do a little venting. :)

Procrastination

How old are you turning this year? I turned 20...

Have you spoke to any of your exs today? No

Do you miss your past?Nahh, I get nostalgic everynow and then but my present is good, minus sickness and exams...

Is there anybody that you wish you could fix things with? I have

How many months until your birthday? 12

Does it matter if the person you like drinks? As long as its not a habit, no

Who last called you? Alex

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do? Yeah probably

How many more minutes until you will eat next? a few

Have you ever crawled through a window? yes

Do you remember who you liked in August? Yup

Think of the last person you told “I love you” to, did you mean it? Yea

Would you rather give up the computer or the TV? Tele, but i'd rather have neither

Did your mom or dad ever put soap in your mouth? No

Will you be over 21 in 2012? Yes

What were you doing at midnight last night? Falling asleep or coughing

Would you feel comfortable with short hair, or do you prefer long hair? Both are good, hair grows

Let me guess, your single? Nope!

Is the last person you kissed yours? Always

Are you going to get hurt by a girl/guy anytime soon? Hopefully not

What are your plans for tonight? Study, clean shower, sleep

Name something you dislike about the day you’re having? Being sick and studying

Did you sleep alone last night? Yea :(

Is there anything in your room that reminds you of past memories? Yea pictures

Were you single on your last birthday? Nope

You kissed someone yesterday, didn’t you? Nope

Have you ever been awake for 2 days straight? No Ever really cried your heart out? Yes

What are you listening to right now? My fridge rumble

Do you believe ex’s can be friends? Yes

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? uhh, i don't know

Are you scared of spiders? Big ones, and fat ones

Are you currently frustrated with a boy or girl? Nope

Have you ever been under the influence of alcohol in Mexico? Nope

Where are you? Bed

Have you ever kissed the last person you sent a message to? Nope

Who might that be? Lest

Think back to this time last year, were you happy? Happy that I would be home soon

What can’t you wait for? To be done exams and to have celeste for the summer!

Why? Because school sucks and friends are great!

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Eeehghdsh

Do you need to talk to someone right now? Nope

Do you miss someone? Yes

Would you call yourself smart? Yes, but lazy

Do you honestly have any feelings at ALL for anyone? Yes, of course

Do you know anyone named Holly? Yea

Are you easy to get along with? Sometimes

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now? Beebs

Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over? Boys... hahaha

Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? Yes

Do you have a reason to smile right now? Sure thing

Does anyone completely understand you? No

Say you had a baby with the last person you kissed? I'd at least hope we were married...

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed? Very much

Do you think you will be in a relationship two months from now? Yes

Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past three months? Yup

Do you think anyone has feelings for you? Yes

Do you still talk to the person who broke your heart the most?

Yes

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around? Yea

Do you want to start over with anyone? Nope

Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a bed? Yes

Who was the last person you slept next to? Bubs

Is the last person you kissed a virgin? Silly question

Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field? Permanent? A little extreme...

Have you ever felt replaced? Yes

Are any of your friends virgins? Well... maybe a few...

Would you have sex with someone you’ve known for just an hour? Never

Is there someone who you’re attracted to? Yes

Who were you dating this time last year? Alex

Do you want your ex to be happy, even if it means not being with you?

Of course Do you have trust issues? Yes

Ever kissed someone with a tongue piercing? Yes

How old were you when you had your first relationship? 15

How old were you when you had your first kiss? 15 drunk

What color is your underwear? nude

Ever had your heartbroken? yes

Who was the last person you sent a text to? Alex

Last person to text you? Alex

Last person you saw? Alex

Who do you trust the most in your life? My mom

Who do you love most? Family

Ever been in love? Love is so abstract

Who has hurt you the most? myself

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life? A little dramatic

Are you happy with where you are relationship-​​wise now? Yes? I don't know if i entirely understand the question...

What is your idea of true love? Hmmm

Do you believe in love at first sight? Naah

Without saying any names, what something that reminds you about the last person you kissed? turkeys

Dare you to tell me the place you had your last kiss? My caaaar

Could you stay in a relationship for over a year? Yes

Do you know who you’ll even kiss next? Alex I hope!

Ever kissed a brown hair brown eye person? Yes

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a A? Whenever I can

If the last person you kissed, saw you kissing someone else, would they be mad? Furious

Do your feelings get hurt easily? Yes

Absent

Yeah, It's been a while. I've been so busy with work, school, easter and my birthday, i've had no time to blog or just haven't felt like it. I just showered, didn't sleep much last night and I need to write an essay. Plus i feel like hell. Crap.

I'm really stressed about school right now...i have to finish a 12 page essay which i have 6 more pages to do, I have an exam on saturday, wednesday, and next saturday...but then i'm done! Which i'm stoked on. Unfortunately I feel like i'm coming down with something... probably bronchitis and a sinus infection... typical. But then I'm done for 4 months and I can't wait.

I was supposed to work tomorrow but I traded it for an off so that I could study lots for saturday. Today I need to work on that essay, at least find some more sources and then I can write it on sunday or something.

I wish I could just lay in bed all day and sleep, I feel run down and haggard. Oh also I'm kinda diggin' the pretty reckless, not gonna lie. Like taylor momsen is kinda annoying but intriguing at the same time. Mostly I did her chic grunge voice. Circa courtney love in hole and shirley manson of garbage.