Attempt.. 7?

Frig, I suck at updating. I feel like I've been so busy that I haven't had time to do anything. I've been working - which is good, and I've been spending lots of time with Alex - which is better, but I seem to be losing time - bad. Basically I'm really tired right now, it's 11:10, I work at 7 am... and I keep on feeling like I'm coming down with something. It's probably all in my head. Like everything else. Why is it always in my head. I realllly need to call my therapist and get back into going regularly to deal with my boarder-line insanity.

Things I have done lately:

- Worked

- Went shopping for some clothes got 4 shirts/tanks, a cardigan, and a big ass purse. All black, white or grey. Typical.

- Spend time with my booy

- Thought about dying and life and stuff. No good.

I'm really starting to miss Toronto though and am super sad I'm not going back to Ryerson :(

I'm scared as usual of getting sick even though IT'S SUMMER! No one gets sick in the summeer. UGH. I suck.

I've got 3 empty bottles of wine lying around my room and 2 empty wine glasses, plus one half full glass of white wine from last week. My room is very messy and very hot. Now I'm hungry and I think I just need to get some sleep. Gravol please kick in soon!

There really hasn't been much else lately going on. I'm going to put on the tele tho and hopefully drift into a deep comatose sleep. Excellent.

Party on Wayne!

ps: I need to stop listening to shitty pop radio stations because songs are getting stuck in my head. Songs that are not good. Also I should buy a ring tone. And there is no ps. so let's just think about everything before hand so no posting is necessary. !